Thursday, April 05, 2007

Missing the flavours of life

woh firaaq aur woh wisaal kahaan ?
woh shab-o-roz-o-maah-o-saal kahaan ?
thee woh ik shakhs ke tasavvur se
ab woh raanaai-e-khayaal kahaan ?
'eisa aasaan naheen lahoo rona
dil mein taaqat jigar mein haal kahaan ?
muzmahil ho gaye quwa'a 'ghalib'
wo anaasir mein 'eitdaal kahaan ?
[firaaq = separation, wisaal = meeting, shab = night, roz = day, maah = month, saal = year ,tasavvur = imagination, raanaai-e-KHayaal = tender thoughts , haal = spiritual ecstasy , wabaal = calamity, muzmahil = exhausted/idle, quwa'a = limbs, anaasir = elements, 'eitdaal = moderation ]
I don't remember when it was last when i laughed freely, when i called up a friend just to say a "hi", when i watched a complete movie on my laptop, went for a ride just for fun, teased a close friend, had a coffee in some nice ambience, bunked a "class", slept for long hours, i did not compromise, had fun....................................
Life just got very cruel to me, and i miss my Father a lot now a days, just started feeling whether God has left me alone in this concrete jungle, i want to look back and see if someone is with me...........

3 comments:

pratyush said...

U dnt hav to look back .. just look at ur side n u will find me standing thr.. may b i m not able to make u feel tht i m with u.. but thts totally my fault .. but this is just a period dear.. i will always b thr.. may b i am a bit preoccupied these dayzz.. but tht doesnt mean tht i u r not in mind.. u will always b.. n reading this blog of urz has made me feel nostalgic.. may b itzz bcoz of my own mindset right now.. may b itzz just the fear of loosing someone very special..but i am not going to loose one of my very good frren.. he he kuch jyda hi senti ho gaya .. nyways keep writing sir.. n i m thr as usual...

Shabbar said...

phone karne ki aadat nahi hai aur kahta hai ki maine kisi ko phone nahi kiya "hi" bolne ke liye ;-)

Anonymous said...

Great Work Bhupen!!!

I love you blog....keep going up